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WRITING Twisted poetry and prose. |
... She tied the ends of the thread together, completing the loop, and the loop became a doorway. It had to be done. Neil had hidden the razor blades and the kitchen knives again, so she could not turn to them to release her from the pain. Then she had thought of her sewing kit. And the needles. She saw it. The loop began to change. She was not crazy. Needles are different from razor blades, you know. They're not just sharp. They carry thread with them. The pain was almost the same, and the blood, but there was the knowledge that she was creating something. The pain would carry something with it. Somehow that felt better. She let her hands fall. The loop stood on its own. Dried blood, perhaps, or some other force. There was something stretched across the interior of the loop, and patterns swirled across it, like a film of soap. Into one side, then the other, she had pushed the needle, and each time the physical pain had brought blessed oblivion, but only for a moment. Again and again, around and around. For a moment she had had a pain-induced hallucination that her right hand glowed as she worked. She thought, as always, that perhaps one day she would manage to replace the old scars on her inner thighs with new ones of her own. They would still be scars, but they would be hers. And now that it was finished, she found that she had created something, after all. Sitting there on her bed, which she had covered with newspaper to catch the blood, she had opened up the way for something to come into this world. And now, her breathing still quick from the pain and exertion, she waited for it. ...
where's my art of self denial, my blurring self?
i hope
i never looked for it inspring.
i guess
i have no
lost nonfiction stories of abuse in childhood,
or stylized spirit animal,
or hooded outback of mediocre pain.
there was
no point
in my BB-shot chickadee
clinging
up
side
down
to winter branches.
just a momentary aftermath of
yellow tears and blood stuffed in
a snow drift against our tar papered house.
i hope its bones are gone
and i am sorry
that is all.
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